its been so long.. seems as if something has changed. i havent written anything new. wrote a few poems n thought would post them. but i lost the copy. and i feel more disgusted now

I wonder why exams cum n screw us so badly. Yes, my exams are about to cum n like any n every student, I am pissed off not because i have to study but because I dont know what to study, n from where to study. there seems to be no solution for me n so I dont understand from where to begin. n to add more to it, I have guests n so I am supposed to share my messy room. Oh.. I hate it.. well, I have to get ready today for a family function. I hope it goes well today.

random

yesterday had been a very funny day. As usual i woke up late and sensed the magnificent aroma of the mouth watering chola bhaturas my mom made for me. But there was something that was waiting for me. I was supposed to clean my room and then freshen up, before tasting those yummy chola bhaturas. N unwillingly I had to do such an Herculean task as i was too anxious to have my breakfast. I got over by 2 and so then had a chance to have my breakfast. I couldnt resist that yummy food n that resulted in stomach ache. And so, the whole day later, I was found with my hand on my stomach. Guilty eating it was but with pain and pleasure both.. Can't mention the other problems i suffered or else it would turn out to be quite horrendous

i wish u cud hav been hre..
n so u cud hav mde me cheer
i miss u on dis vry special day
n i wish u a vry hppy brthday
i no u r abuv .. spyng me frm d sky
n i wnt to b wid u.. i wish i cud fly
its mum dad's anivrsry today
n i wish dem a gud day
if u wud hav been here
my eyes wud hav been widout tears
v wud hav been so hppy togedr
n wud hav freakd out in dis chilly weathr.
u wud hav argued wid mum n dad to hang around wid frnz
n so d situation wud hav bcum mch mre tense
den i wud hav cum to rescue u
n den u wud hav said . oh my sweet sis..
i luv ui miss u so mch. i luv u bhai
1 day i wil meet u wen i reach d sky